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Alexander McQueen blazer; Maison Martin Margiela vest; L'Agence leggings; Marni platforms, necklace; Mogil clutch; Narciso Rodriguez for her; MAC Magic, Mirth & Michief lipstick; Tom Ford sunglasses

之前就喜歡黑色、深色的衣服，不過前一段時間意識到了我的大多數衣服都是深顏色的之後，開始添置了很多更colorful的。不過最近又開始喜歡黑色了，喜歡deep、dark、sultry和mysterious的感覺。呵呵。而且有一句話也說：“black is the unofficial uniform for designers”。嗯，適合我。

我現在不在乎到底一身黑是不是太樸素、平凡、單調無味了。以為我喜歡就好，不去在乎別人的眼光了。而且，誰說黑色穿不出個性？

Gina這幾天來了之後很開心，真的。無法表達的開心。

I can’t believe what you said to me 
Last night when we were alone 
You threw your hands up 
Baby you gave up, you gave up 

I can’t believe how you looked at me 
With your James Dean glossy eyes 
In your tight jeans with your long hair 
And your cigarette stained lies 

Could we fix you if you broke? 
And is your punch line just a joke? 

I’ll never talk again 
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless 
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless 

And I'll never love again 
Oh boy you've left me speechless 
You've left me speechless, so speechless. 

I can’t believe how you slurred at me 
With your half wired broken jaw 
You popped my heart seams 
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams 

I can’t believe how you looked at me 
With your Johnnie Walker eyes 
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through 
There’s gonna be no love left to rye 

And I know that it’s complicated 
But I’m a loser in love, so baby 
Raise a glass to mend 
All the broken hearts 
Of all my wrecked up friends 

I’ll never talk again 
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless 
You’ve left me speechless so speechless 

I’ll never love again, 
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless 
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless 

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to 
Would you give it all up? 
Could I give it all up for you? 

And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through 
Would you give it all up? 
Could you give it all up? 
If I promised, boy, to you 

That I’ll never talk again 
And I’ll never love again 

I’ll never write a song 
Won’t even sing along 
I’ll never love again 

So speechless, hey hey. 
You left me speechless, so speechless aye aye 
You ever talk again, oh boy why you so speechless? 
You left me speechless, so speechless 

Some men may follow me 
But you choose “death and company” 
Why you so speechless? Oh, oh

雖說是放假了（而且也放了一段時間了）但是卻從來沒有真正的感覺到放鬆，每天都是有著不完的瑣碎事情，大事小事斷斷續續沒完沒了的。(altho life, as know, is a bitch) 

今天剛剛從醫院回來，過了三天兩夜，如果今天還不能回來的話，我真的不知道我挺得挺不住了。這次是媽媽第一次開刀，雖然不是甚麼嚴重的大手術，不會還是會擔心。我不知道有甚麼感想，不過當時真的有那種‘我情願現在開刀的是我，受罪的是我，疼痛的是我’那種感覺。這次我是真的明白了無論怎樣和爸爸媽媽吵架、不開心，最終那些都是不重要的。他們有事，你終究會心疼的。

3 days till Gina comes~